Wednesday, September 28, 2011

sad.

Do you ever do something that you wish you could take back?? It's like you have 10 seconds of stupidity and then everything changes.

That's how I feel right now. I'm fighting back tears every second and am weighed down with enormous guilt.

In other news, I am attempting going 3.2 miles a little more regularly and am feeling good. My legs get tired quicker than my breathing now which feels really nice to not be gasping for air.

I'm hoping at my next Dr. Appointment on Monday, she'll say that I can RUN. Like, go an entire mile without stopping.

I also hope that this horrible feeling will pass soon. I hate being stupid. I feel like a complete failure.

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